Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i wonder if someone can change overnight. i guess thats one thing evryone overestimates.
went to play badminton at kallang CC wiv weisiang, zongying & WESIANG'S FRIEND. hahaha~ mx & chloe said they wanted to go. but come stuff crapped up. bt, nvm. srry i was so crude anyway. yeah. so play play. well, cudn reach home early as i promised. cos i din knw hw to go home frm there. & thus i gt penned for my mistakes. yeah. so reached modular smelly, gross, sticky, dirty, tired, sweaty & MOST IMPORTANTLY, SMELLY. damn gross correct.
modular corrected my hate for maths & added more love for chemistry. YET, added more hate for physics. bt i guess i shudn be hating physics cos, i wanna do well in it. yeap. i wanna do well chinese so much. BUT THEN AGAIN. i need time. then, time & tide waits for no man. bloody hell. i shant revert to my stupid ways. cos who i m hates who ive been. HAHAA. ITS A SONG. bt, who i m really hates who ive been. ive been totally impaitient. & i also have been saying bad things behind people's backs(not say i started it. bt i didnt defend my friend's rights of getting siad for their own characteristics. thats my bad in part.). i hated studying. i hated sleeping. i hated some people yet i was a looked as if i was their best friend.
bottomline is i was a complete idiot.
& i knw that if some people read this, they wud be put off by my dumb acts. my stupid words. they wudn be my friend. they wudn be true to me. i knw. i knw. im sorry. bt i guess thats my retribution. but now, im getting back into my real life. & im gonna do better. so much better. sorry people that im doing my reflection here. hahas. ANYWAY. im sliding frm my original initiation. IM SO GONNA TAKE THE TOP SPOT NEXT YEAR. hahaha. im gonna be more attentive. this is nt WORDS ONLY. its gonna tough. bt i dont care. ^^ i soooo wanna be in the class. i sooooo wanna get first. ARGHHH~! I SOO WANNA BEAT LEUVEN! GRRRRA! heeeeeee.
(i hate people who purposely write good things abt people in their blogs for others to see bt yet they dont mean it. thats also hypocriticy.)goodbye my obstacles.
KISS MY ASS! hahahaha~!
i love the gushing of the water. purify me. oh Lord.
we loved. Y10:50 PM